4:53 p.m. - 2008-01-08
Olio
It's been a while.

If you're following along, Delbert was great. I'm really looking forward to the cruise.

Not sure what to write about.
I'm thinking of quitting my group. I'm getting fed up with my meds destroying my sex drive. My CBT Guru says I'm getting the hang of "The Pleasant Life", we're working on "The Engaged Life", and there's one more really spiffy "Life" to look forward to.

As of COB last Friday, the wife went into full tilt bonzo panic about getting ready for the cruise, taking care of everything, and whatever else she can think of. After an exhausting day of taking care of "everything", I find out on Monday that her coy question about did I want to work my Sudoku was really a question whether I wanted to fool around. Wow. Wait until I'm exhausted, then ask me... With my meds it's not as if I've got Robo-Penis. These days, that stuff takes time, being well rested, and some period of anticipation. Brain chemicals can really suck.

Other than that it was a great weekend. I was rather _engaged_ and productive around the house. We got the checkbooks all updated and all the bills paid, and most of the filing done. We did the laundry. And we dismantled the Christmas decorations - most of which are all boxed up and in the storeroom.

I got my job application in at 11:46 PM Friday night, with the deadline being midnight. I think I procrastinated on that. (A Lot.) However, the good news is that I actually submitted it. Yay me!. I might get out of the boring job I'm in now. It's an incredibly well-paying job, but it really doesn't float my boat.

So I'm supposed to be making the job a game. Break it down into little "winnable" pieces. Something I can play "Beat The Clock" with. Not sure how I'm going to do that. And figuring this out is _homework_! I always hated homework. Procrastinated about it too. Guess I never made a game out of homework either.

This morning I got a little lost on my way from my healing session at yoga to work. Instead of getting to work at nine, it was a little closer to 10:30. Ooops. But then again, I would have gotten the same amount of work done today if I'd shown up at 7:00. I gotta get a different job.

That should catch us up for a while. I need to get to group now.

ttfn...

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